Right now I have just finished opening up the bar, and thinking about perhaps having some breakfast. I feel content, tired, and a little anxious. I don't feel very deep this morning, I feel very surface. I haven't written in a while, which means I've been busy. I've filled my free time with surfing lately instead of reading or writing. The bar has been doing okay over the past few days, and so I've been here helping out a lot. Shane is back in town, so I have a roommate again, which I don't particularly like, but I'm grateful that I have a place to stay, and I can always move out if I prefer.
I've been a little moody lately, especially over the past few days. I think it's a sign of me not taking time just to do nothing. I'm still not good at just being even while doing, so I think I need to make sure to take some time without any activities at all.
Life these days is pretty good, overall, though. I don't have any things in my life causing stress. I think I have anxiety just because I haven't really taken the time to take account of myself and my life, so the anxiety is about not knowing if I am missing something. Perhaps I know that I am, and I am purposely hiding from it by doing over the past week. We'll see. I'll take some time today. But first, I have a lot of things I'd like to blog about, so this is the first of perhaps several today...
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