Monday, April 27, 2009

Right Now


I'll keep trying to catch up in the coming days, but I wanted to add a little bit about where I am RIGHT NOW.  Right now, I am in my office, where it's starting to cool down after another freakin hot day.  My right shoulder is pretty messed up after I took a bunch of rolls on my board up near Caldera a few days ago.  Probably will be out of the water for a couple of weeks.  Brook Marie's "Romance" is playing off my iPod on the speakers outside.  I'm tired after being sick with a stomach parasite over a couple of torturous days this week.  But I'm good.  I'm thinking about buying a vehicle.  It would be nice to have some freedom to cruise.  And my Jeep sold in Oklahoma.  I have no debt.  To anyone.  Or so I think.  

I've been a little sad lately, but also in a pretty damn good spot and happy.  Even in the illness I was happy.  Even with my arm in a sling I'm happy.  Even with Jake's fur falling out, I'm pretty happy.  I still get angry or moody a bit, I still get sad and even a bit depressed, but I honestly feel pretty happy all the time.  Content.  Cool.  Chill.  Yeah.  Yeah.  

I'm going to connect more.  I like that.  Not connecting sucks butt in comparison.  I don't think I've ever sucked butt, so I'm not sure that was an accurate statement, but I definitely prefer being connected.  

My shoulder hurts too much to continue.  But that's a good glimpse of where I am now, right now.  

1 comment:

  1. Good to hear from you Dr. VanPeltSmih Van Pelt-Smith.

    Sorry that some bugs crawled into your belly - but you must admit, it's pretty snuggly in there. All that stomach acid. Mmmmm.

    You're looking good, in a non gay way. Na, you're probably looking good in a gay way, too, but that's not what I meant.

    Miss ya, man.

    Kevin Mark Jessop, Esq

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